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Monday, February 20th, 2006
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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I hate time.. and I really don't want it to move as fast as it is....
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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If any of you have My space you should add me....
I'll tell you how later, because I don't know my name thingy... or whatever
peace homies <3
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So.. I don't remember everything I did last night. *thinks really hard*
oh well
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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The top people in my life.
( Nat and Jordan were discussing there top 5 people in there life. I would feel mean or somthing if I didn't put everyone so.. yeah)
Family-
Mom
Sister
Grandad
Dad
Brendan
Friends-
Michelle
Daniel
Josh
Jordon
Brandon
Holly
Sorry ... please don't hate me
Other totally Imp people in my life are...
Chelsea
Amanda
Thomas
Vickie
Annette
There are more but
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okay.. So I've had a pretty eventful couple of days.... I'm sure you'd all love to know.
So I was a little sick, I'm feeling better though, obviously, I'm drinking a beer right now.
I started school this week, and I've actually been good about doing homework.. I deserve a pat on the back or something for that. School is great!!
Right now I am hanging out with Natalie, Jordan, and Brandon. We're drinking beer and watching Fear Factor. Nat just helped me out with creating a my space... so you guys should add me if you have one.
Umm.. So I hung out with Josh today. It was great!! We had so much fun! It was nice to catch up...and stuff. His new gf seems cool.. I guess. A little weird.
I thought I had more to say but I don't, because I need to drink my beer.
Love you Chelsea!!! hehe
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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Well I went to Stress Mgmt already.. Now I'm bored. I don't have class again until 6pm. I seen Josh, but I decided not to stop and talk. I ran into Jim Lester and Tim Moyer. They are actually pretty nice. I talked to them for a while... We debated on ways to get Brandon Bliss back into school... sigh.
Now I'm waiting for the other Brandon to call me so we can hang out. No idea what we're going to do, but anything is better than just sitting on campus, I'll be bored with this computer in about...
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Love you all buh bye
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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
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Well I started school today. I love my psych class. I love Jordon and Brandon and Holly. I hung out with Jake Martin for the first time last night..
Thats about it.
I think I finally might be out of my lj phase.
haha
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Friday, December 16th, 2005
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I am so happy that this semester is finally over. I have aproximately three weeks to work, save up money, and relax. I'm almost finished Christmas shopping. I need to get my lil sis a few more things, x-mas cards to send people, and my dad. (Though he still will not talk to me)
I celebrated the end of the semester last night with Brandon, Jordan, and Holly! Dan stopped by for a bit, but couldn't drink with us because he actually had to WORK in the morning. I'm so happy he finally got a job! Ugh! We drank a case of budlight, a 12 pack, and half of another case. I tried to watch the new Batman movie but fell asleep with my head on Jordan and my feet on Brandon. Those boys snore so loud!! And they wonder why I never stay with them when I drink.. Fuck that, I can go home and sleep in my big bed, by myself... with only my drunken snores.. which won't wake me up. It was a fun night though, we played Up and Down the river and Euchre. I know we watched t.v. but the only thing I remember is some weird show with letters fucking. Maybe it was just my imagination though... hmm..
I've decided I am going to quit smoking FOR REAL over these few weeks I have off. I hate smoking anyway. I think I do it just because it's something to do. I'm tired of coughing and smelling bad all the time. So bleh.. I hate you cigarettes.
Amanda, Chelsea!!! I would really like to hang out with you guys sometime over my winter break. Sorry I've been a little out of touch. Give me a call! BOTH OF YOU!!!
k..bed time. g-night.
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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Dude.. I have the greatest proof that I love my Stephy a wwhhhhhoooooollllllleeeee BUNCH!!!! I drove to hang out with her in that horrible snow storm.
I LOVE YOU STEPHY!!!!
Then Stephy, Shawna, Kieth and I drove around in that shit for like two hours. Bleh... It was kinda fun.. Kinda gave me a headache though.
I need to find a guy from Texas or something... *Thinks about two Texans she knows that are whipped*
Hmm. Wonder who they could be?
lol. k... time for work.
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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YAY!!! I'm going to hang out with Stephy!!!
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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daniel if you read this, i am very angry at you!
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My brain is doing it's old half and half thing again. Half of me is soOOoo immensly happy. Part of me trusts everything you do and say. That part of me keeps telling the other part to just settle down, let things work out themselves. I should just accept the way things are, because that is just how things are.
Now. The other half of me on the other hand, is completely opposite. She is tired of wasting her breath, knowing you probably don't care. Completely tired of getting nervous everytime I get the gutts to call you or that rare occasion when your name pops up on the caller id.
I don't think you care at all. One of those parts of me doesn't think you ever did.
Sometimes I wonder if I should just tell you to fuck off.
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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Ugh. It's aprox 11 pm. I have two papers to write, that are absolutly due tomorrow. I wish this weekend could magically last longer. Things have been shitty in my life, real shitty; now it just seems like this long downward spiral. Maybe I am not bi polar at all, maybe life is just so messed up, everyone fucking is.
I don't want to bitch. It's not going to get me anywhere. I'm done, damn it. UGH!
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
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| Mood: |  bouncy. | | Music: | brad paisley- i'm gonna miss her. |
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Okay, well things haven't gotten much easier in life. My stress level is still about the same. I'm just trying to focus on one thing at a time. I'm sure it will all work out eventually.
Number one: Finish my English paper. Actually, homework in general. I feel a lot better about my English paper, because I went in and talked to my professor. I'm really happy that she still had faith in my writing, because I was beginning to lose mine. I have to write a history essay. Why? Well that is a good question. I think I should just write about how I haven't learned JACK SHIT! ugh. Then I have a couple sociology papers I need to work on. Luckily, Loren is ssoooooo nice and said I could turn them in whenever I get the chance.
Number 2: Work, I have to work tonight, and tomorrow morning. So that either means I could do equal amount of work, or save most of it for tomorrow... eh. I think I'll bust ass tonight.
Number 3: Cleaning my room and finally finishing my laundry. Cleaning out my car.
I have almost a month off of school before I start winter classes. I am so excited. I am going to try to work a lot because I am going to have to pay for my books this semester. I'm going to take some time to myself for a few days and relax or do something fun. I might go out to CT and visit Michelle, Vickie and Matt.
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Monday, November 7th, 2005
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Well I wasn't supposed to be dropped from my Sociology class! Whoot! I would have been really sad if Loren dropped me. I am actually doing better in that class then I am in any other. I need to turn in my papers though. It's nice that Loren is really lieniant about shit.
Talked to Josh today. I guess he's leaving Friday to go up north. Way WAY Up North... UP up north. *shakes fist at him* I want to go up North, get away from everyone, play with guns, bows, and drink lots of beer. He's lucky. Instead of envying him, I bought a cd and made him a copy! Ha! I'm such a weirdo.
I worked at the bar sat all by myself! It was so awesome. I hope Annette schedules me again!!
blah. i'm going to play cards
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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Soo... I don't remember if I wrote about this already, but Sat I went to Daniel's Halloween Party! It was pretty fun. I went to the ol Fordyce house and hung out for Josh.. oh for aproximately an hour. All that crazy kid talked about was hunting. It was cute though, it a weird, almost morbid way. lol.
Sunday... umm I don't remember what I did on sunday. I guess I'll figure that out later.
Monday at school my car died, Josh jumped it for me. It was halloween and we decided that was a good enough reason for us to drink. I went out to his house at about 8:30... and by 12 am when I left, I was pretty drunk. I don't even remember what that kid and I talked about. lol. I know it was a so much easier to hang out with him, even be around him, when I was drunk...
Wow.. my life is so interesting huh? lol
Yesterday, I hung out with Kristie!! I missed her so much, I hope she comes back to work at the VI.
blah. I don't feel like typing anymore lol
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